deception

i wonder how it is that so many people can get away with lying so much and hurting ppl. its not fair how ppl get hurt like that. ill write more on deception l8 on im feeling blehh at the moment

bored

gah i have nothing else to do ill think of somehting hopefully. im watching my sister play tony hawk's pro skater, i wish i knew how to skateboard the last time i tried i fell flat on my back down a homemade ramp (wich broke and almost stabbed me) tomorrow i may go to a skate park in which i know nobody and i also know not how to skateboard and i own not a skateboard myself, so ill basicly b tehre looking at ppl. gah i 4got agen. im IMing my bf, chad, right now. what a cute name. LOL. l8r

hello, my sweets

i have a longer running blog on xanga, but i heard of a blog here and decided to make one too. im am so not good at coming up with names.

i havn't really thought of anyhting important these days. aparently i have short-term memory when it comes to writing wat i want to write. and aparently i can write with my word in order. LOL

hm, its the week before finals, which im sure im either going to barely pass or fail completely, and im not studying still. wats the point of studying? i can even rememebr my own name sometimes. like thats gonna help. i have many blogs, but the only one i've stuck to is my xanga and im hoping this one. tho most of teh entries are going to be the same.

sometimes i wonder if love exists at all or if i'll ever find it. or maybe im just being little-grl-ish. i <3>
i am a very paranoid being so everything is a conspiracy to me. ive never beelived anyone's liked me, even when we've dated for months. idk.
ok so i ran out of thoughts for today. goodbye.